school's officially out. been really tired out from all those assignments...finally can rest. not gonna start working until the 3rd week of oct but seems like most of the wheelockies are already working or starting soon. gosh....am i kinda lazy or what. my mum asked me to start searching for a job too so i did send in resumes, called up a childcare and i got an interview on monday. great, hope i get to work at this childcare....it's at panjang and i got straight bus there! i hope i get to work half day too...dont wanna spend a whole day at a childcare. i think i wont be able to take it. hoping to get another flexi job in the afternoon....dont have to work everyday one. haha sounds all good to me....i hope for my prayers to be answered. mum says im spoilt but im not seriously. im planning things this way such that i got time for other stuff....esp training which bounds to shed at least 5 kg off me by the end of the year. my room was still in a hurricane a few days ago but i am already underway to get things cleared up. im so gonna change a bed, repair my desktop (which has been left untouched for years), get some new storage and play on the keyboard more regularly. 

right, just now i came across someone's blog and boy, she mentioned about the recent np-alumni gathering. yeaa, i really tot it was nice to have a meet-up with brothers and sisters who used to serve tgt but had moved on to adults. the old times were still the best but unfortunately, it didnt last for long. this sister mentioned that it was great hanging out with churchies who moved on to adults or were not so involved in np ministry. when i saw tt, i think i just laughed it off....i wasnt in the first cat but the second one. i think even though this sister already left the church for another, she could also tell or maybe know i haven been involved much in church now. things are just different now. i struggled through three years in poly ministry and many times i wanted to leave and find another church but i cldnt bear to do it because of the people there. but now what is left...i dont see a point in gg over to adults or kids ministry too. lol, many things are running through my head....all i can say is this is not the way i want to live my christian life. where's the authenticity? beats me....

on a lighter note, im looking forward for the coming week. gonna do some meet-ups with friends and am most excited about going for the bsf intro class =)

Life has many good things, but if we walk with Jesus Christ and look at God's best, it's a level higher than just "good."

                                             

 - Luis Palau