I keep thinking that going to Boston, being away from home for 5 weeks will be okay for me. I will naturally adapt to the environment there. haha but i was so wrong. maybe i have been thinking of all the fun i will be having there that i didnt think i will be missing home so badly, which after this malaysia trip, i think i will. yeah i remember i cried when i went for my first camp back in secondary 1. i missed home so badly that i cried and wanted to go home on the first day of camp. i think it happened a couple of times when i went overseas.....i will miss home after like after one or two nights spent. i need to call home everyday or at least sms home. felt so home sick during this trip leh....dunno why also. i mean i had fun and all but i was missing home. lol, jia lat, how to survive 5 weeks in Boston.....  randomness, i was surfing the net on the churches in Boston, quite a lot leh, haha. excited to go visit them when we are there =)

the world is as it is. people are all different. one thing i learnt from the trip and to think i could stay away from this sort of scenario while being out of spore for a breather. it didnt happen to me la but being an on-looker arh, i feel i could relate too. how come people wanna put themselves against each other...esp good friends. or rather, why cause urself to hate when you can love. gossiping spreads and kills like a raging fire. seriously arh, i dont understand why.

lesson learnt: you cannot make everyone like you. if they don't, then just get on with your own life. there will always be people of your type who like to hang around with you but there are also people who just doesn't like the way you are and choose to well, backstab, ignore, gossip or hurt you.