Monday, September 21, 2009

Service

Have to serve...nono
Choosing to serve....no as well
Wanting to serve....well almost there
Dying to serve...absolutely!

I miss the times of serving in multimedia...
Such a struggle to be a wanderer. the pain that i go through...no one will understand. the lack of spiritual food and love are demoralizing...especially when i need them the most.
I seem to behave in ways I shouldn't be. Negativity empowers me more than positivity. Anger burns more easily. Self-control, love, patience and tolerance towards others are diminishing in my life. How long can I last?

1 comment:

' laura said...

Aww Cuttlefish ((bighug)) though I'm not the best person you can talk to about spiritual stuffs, I'll provide a listening ear and a shoulder for other matters (:

Also, I love Corrinne May! Went to her concert the other time. It was so fantabulous! We could go together next time (: