Lost for words

It's been so long since I felt bitter, so much so it really drains me out. Really tired with school, feel like giving up but I cant just do so with all those responsibilities at hand. I really have the urge of running away, going somewhere peaceful. I am tired with dealing with this as well. I don't want to care but it hurts not to. Still, I cannot bring myself to say or do anything. I am truly disappointed.